Thankfulness

Wow, have you just sat so very overwhelmed with thankfulness. Well that's how I sit tonight. I am so overwhelmed with the very thought and action of giving me a son. I look into this little boys eyes and my heart melts, and I instantly tear up. I came across some blogs tonight and my heart broke for those families, but it made me ever more thankful for my son. I briskly walked into his bedroom, picked him up, kissed him and loved on him, and then laid him back down to sleep. I just cried as I covered him back up, and rubbed his forehead. I said, "Thank you Lord for defeating the devil. Thank you for my son, thank you for how perfect and precious he is, and thank you for so wonderfully knitting him together in my womb. Thank you for all the responsibility in raising him to fall in love with you like I have." Gosh, I am so thankful. My little boy is so perfect. I know, I went him in there and woke him up, well kinda, but who cares, I wanted and needed to hold him so very close and just feel him and look at him. Lord how did I get so lucky, how did we get so lucky to call him Son.

Well update since the last post... Joshua can hang out on his knees for a while. He's still learning and me and John are helping him, but I just had to post these pictures! They are proof that he is the most perfect baby! Also, Joshua is muttering ma-ma-ma-ma... Nothing makes your heart melt more than your baby muttering those most wanted words! He's our world! Erg...makes it harder for school...bah hum bug!

See Mom, I'm getting the idea of it.

You know those faces Mommy was telling you I learned, well this is one!! Yea, I'm cute!

G.Q. Baby!!

I think I can, I think I can...

So, how cute am I? Really, how CUTE AM I???